Flucculating a lot these days.

At least I’m not gaining. I know it’s probably because I weight myself so often and I shouldn’t weight myself every day, but I need to  :p

I’m just at my mum’s house right now and I love it. Need to just relax and think about anything other than food.

I love boy & girl thinspo <3

Yayyy keep loosing weight!!!

Just wanted to make a quick update to keep track of my numbers

I still feel like I’m 120lbs I don’t understand why.

I wanna be 112 soon. Or at least feel thinner!

Need to be strong.

Have a nice evening girls

xxx

My last final exam… done!

Now there are so many to do. Don’t know where to begin so I’ll just rest lol.

I’m probablt starting to clean after myself in the house, its a mess since Ive been studying all week!

And then I’ll make some plans on how I can look on my best in my vacation with friends/boyfriend in Thailand in 7 days! In a bikini! D:

Yay!! Suddenly lost some weight XD

I didn’t even expect this. My plan worked!!!

To eat/drink juice every three hours yesterday to keep my metabolism up!

I had NO cravings at all and I went full to bed yesterday.

Now I think I can finally cross out the number 117 from my list !!

Now It’s just today and I know I wont eat something stupid now…. then the final exam tomorrow… then I don’t need to focus on anything but myself!

Nice.

My lowest these days.

I need to be focused on not binging for the next two days.

The reason is that I’ve got one exam left. I need to study hard today and tomorrow and then I can fully focus on loosing weight!

No work, no school!

Planning on eating something little every 3 hours now and see if that works to stop me from ugly cravings.

…I need coffe.

Exam today. It went well. Now I have only one left.

I’ve been eating like a hippo last few days. After I panicked I thought I hadn’t studied enough.

One exam left and I feel so bloated after the shit I’ve been eating. Caramels yesterday.

I need something for lunch. But I dno what because I only crave something nasty.

I need to remind myself I need to wear a bikini in front of all my friends in 15 days. I can’t gain weight now. I shouldn’t even maintain my weight.

Didn’t feel like weighting myself this morning.

I just knew I’d be disappointed.

I will weight tomorrow instead.

I can control my eating habits and study for exams. I can! I really need to!

I’ve been in the 117 ish something for so long. When the exams are over I’ll do something drastic.

Then I’ll have 10 days until I need to be in a bikini…. fuck!

Not much to say today.

I’m desperate to loose something more this week.

Maybe I’ll update later today, now I need to start studying, haven’t done anything today!

Well. I thought the scale would say something higher since I ate 3 mini breads w hummus and soup yesterday at 8 pm.

It probably means I can finally say bye to 117 in a couple of days.

I’m flying across the globe to Thailand with my friends in two weeks!

I must be at least 115 lbs by then. I was aiming for 110 initially =/ what do you guys think is possible ???

I also feel like I need to tone my body a little, but I hate when the numbers go up, even if I know that’s muscles…. I know thats stupit though.

I’ts sunny outside. I must go out running before I suck my head again into the school-books.

I stepped on the scale three times to see if its true.

I was 119 yesterday. That was definitly just because of my perioids/water weight.

Today I need to focus on two things: study, and eat very little while doing it… I suck at those two together.

Have a great day you all